Lately my life has fallen apart

[Grumbaki]

I don't want to get into any details, so don't ask. I'll just say that in the past few days, well, it seemed like the world was ending. It still does in many ways. I had a breakdown, I left college and I went home. I'm sure that none of you really understand what is happening, and that is my fault, because I know that I'm not really telling you. Just please, take my word for it that something has come up, and that if you all knew the details then you would understand.

I'm not sure about the future of this site. As of right now, it is not my biggest priority. When I made this site, it was intended to be a fun distraction, something that I enjoyed. Right now it is not that. With my life as it is, updating the site feels impossible.

All I ask is that everyone bears with me. I hope that this is not the end of Kazad Dawr, but if everyone wanders off, then I understand. The thing is, I enjoy this stuff. I enjoy writing up these stories, and role-playing these characters. But right now I am tired, I am hurt and while this has nothing to do with the site, it influences it enormously.

I'm not sure what the point of all of this is. I guess I feel as if though you all deserve some kind of explanation. If I just completely walked away, then I think that things would be worse.

Until further notice the quest that I was going to run is cancelled. I won't be running anything else, I may not even be rping any more, or even posting. I don't know. I'm not in the right state of mind to decide. I just hope you all understand, or at least try to.

[Barek Thorgison]

Ill be keeping you in my prayers bro and I wish you safe guidance in anything thats happening in your life right now.

[Sythe]

What Barek said. Also, don't worry Grum, we won't let Dawr die.

[Throndin Ironbeard]

Grumbaki(or Thorek as you were known), Those one this site are the last reminants of what was once Kazad Dawr. Though membership has hanged the holds walls have stayed strong and will remain.
We are sword breathern and in a way one family, and we shall support you and aid you in whatever way we can. Each member needs their space and when you want our aid we shall be standing by. Do not fear the future due to memories of the past, but lok to it with a new light, for the darkess tunnel must always come into the light.
May you find your light soon.

[Grumbaki]

Thank you all for the kind words, it means alot to me. Hopefully in a few days I'll be posting again. If not, then soon. Thank you.